Wow, i have been away for a long time. No, that is not accurate. I just didn't have nothing to post here. And this blog on PC laptop looks totally different than in my mac. Maybe I have to adjust some graphics here.
As I mentioned in my previous entry, I started a couple of college classes. Every day of the week, on 8 am, and I usually get there about 20 minutes before the class starts.
Music Theory class is not that hard, but turns out to be quite informational. It isn't quite Perfect A+, but I am able to maintain A's so far. Every now and then, I encounter something I have not seen before in my performance practice, and I thought I have very broad experience even as a musician. (Piano, violin, voice, choir, vocal ensemble, some orchestra, brass band, limited string chamber ensemble and various popular music group format.) without seeing actual scores, those theory is hard to comprehend with one liner explanation of one textbook. Maybe because there are so many ways to explain these things, I suppose. Professor also repeats that, we should put into practice, and that is the only way we learn these theory. I quite agree with that assessment.
Sight Singing 111, i was taking it only because it was co-requisite. just finished mid term. Perfect A+ so far. I think I will take next level of classes with this professor.
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LL being an idiot.
Stupid localization team announced Japanese portal, when they don't have Japanese speaking reps on toll free number. I am very understanding when it come to mixed culture, but I also have my limits on stupidity as you well all know.
Would you even consider calling 1-800 customer service number when you know they will be answered in some foreign language you don't understand, say, Dutch or Icelandic? No fucking way. But that is basically what they announced.
I called them out in both Japanese and in English in official blog. None of the LL employee responded.
On another LL blunder.
I just age verify myself with Elvis's name. Thank you, thank you very much!
Some reason, they do not reject dead people. They only match the input data with public record. Therefore, as long as the data you provide exists somewhere, regardless of that person is you or not, they will give you verification. LMAO
There is a group of ppl pointed out this loophole when the adult rating controversy started. LL's own fault, really. Their ignorance on ppl's suggestions and input, is always apparent.
Can they use this blog as an admission of my guilt? No. lol Because they have no evidence of me falsify my identity. Therefore they cannot prove it. Remember, they are the one who has burden of proof. And I may have used my real life info. Either way, they insists that they don't receive any of the private info, therefore they cannot match my account, may it be true or untrue.
There are many Elvis running around in adult sims!
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On the subject of idiot.
We should nominate Amiryu Hosoi into SL idiot Hall of shame.
She, either seriously think Shunga(19th century Japanese pornographic wood prints. Even with disclaimer I should not put that sample in here. Since my blog is not about erotic art. But if any of you want to know what I'm talking about, just google the term Shunga will give you more than enough examples.) is an art ... or anything old is an art, or anything should be permissive in PG sim, because it is 150 years old, even if it is a blatant display of copulating couple. ... ...
Bringing up once in Forum, is quite enough. Three times nearly after 4 months? I think she should get over her obsession on Japanese porn.
Saturday, October 24, 2009
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Decided to get rid of my sim
Let's just put this one first.
I am not having any difficulty financially. That is NOT the reason for selling my sim.
Lately, I am sick and tired of SL in general, and SL has been nothing more than a drag to me. I have always said that SL is a place I can fail and no consequences whatsoever. And this is the time.
Actually I have considered to rent the land as many people in SL do. However, the new announcement by LL about content roadmap just made me think that I can't endure any more fiasco created by the lack of planning and objectives by LL.
In short, I'm not trusting LL enough to give them 300$ of free money for no reason.
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In a few short weeks, I'm starting college classes (music. YAY! Easy A's) and I'd rather spend 300$ for my books and snacks. Even for me, 300$ for sim so I can just idle and AFK while practice my piano, doesnt worth the money.
If anyone thinks having a SL sim is some sort of status symbol like driving a luxury car, the person probably need to develop a good self esteem. As I said before, either of them means nothing to me. I used to see some value in SL, now I no longer see the same value. Simple as that.
It's kind of amusing to hear someone feel bad about me letting my sim go. They lament the work I put in, or the memory of good times they had on my sim. Sure. That was nice. But that is just them.
I pay 300$ for SL if i enjoy whatever it offers. Since it is no longer the case, I stop paying them.
*****
Anyways, this is your last chance to stop by and take a pic. :D
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And no, I'm not leaving SL.
I am not having any difficulty financially. That is NOT the reason for selling my sim.
Lately, I am sick and tired of SL in general, and SL has been nothing more than a drag to me. I have always said that SL is a place I can fail and no consequences whatsoever. And this is the time.
Actually I have considered to rent the land as many people in SL do. However, the new announcement by LL about content roadmap just made me think that I can't endure any more fiasco created by the lack of planning and objectives by LL.
In short, I'm not trusting LL enough to give them 300$ of free money for no reason.
*****
In a few short weeks, I'm starting college classes (music. YAY! Easy A's) and I'd rather spend 300$ for my books and snacks. Even for me, 300$ for sim so I can just idle and AFK while practice my piano, doesnt worth the money.
If anyone thinks having a SL sim is some sort of status symbol like driving a luxury car, the person probably need to develop a good self esteem. As I said before, either of them means nothing to me. I used to see some value in SL, now I no longer see the same value. Simple as that.
It's kind of amusing to hear someone feel bad about me letting my sim go. They lament the work I put in, or the memory of good times they had on my sim. Sure. That was nice. But that is just them.
I pay 300$ for SL if i enjoy whatever it offers. Since it is no longer the case, I stop paying them.
*****
Anyways, this is your last chance to stop by and take a pic. :D
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And no, I'm not leaving SL.
Friday, July 24, 2009
Conflicts?
Warning: This is somewhat macabre post. Don't read, if you feel these kind of contents are negative.
Some people here who knows me to a certain extent already, can tell that I have a good life, fabulous living environment with enough material comforts. My immediate family members are perfectly healthy and happy.
My children are very happy, and we have great relationship. 17 year old is very mature and responsible, very intelligent, even as a young adult. His school work is meticulous, his academic achievement start to show his true talents in all areas. The important of them all is that he start to recognize his own potential (took some time to make him understand how exceptionally intelligent and capable he is; was the almost the hardest. ) I braced myself for tumultuous teenage years, but he skipped stupid and awkward antics and straight into maturity of 27 year old. I really can't find anything to be desired at this point.
9 year-old. He is the happiest child in the world. What can I say. He may not have academic achievement of his brother, but he has great, resilient character to offer. His mental strength in certain area can help his older brother in the future.
They are years apart, but also have great bond in between them and understand that, in years to come, they have each other.
Any parent would love to have such family in a heartbeat.That is what anyone wants and anyone would be working hard to achieve where I am at.
I am contributing to the community, I have a lot of good hobbies that are meaningful. I have a happy, good life, and I am a very happy person.
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Yet, there is this nagging feeling of boredom and apathy.
In a way, I need constant challenge in my life, and I suppose I overcame all the challenges of the early human life in general such as raising a healthy family or establish oneself.
Mid Life Crisis? Certainly.
I bought 60,000 $ Steinway several years ago. That is about the same sticker price of Corvette or Hummer, isn't it? (And my piano still values about the same if not more. I doubt that 5 year old Corvette has same value.)
I can play some of the great piano literature from memory, on demand, and I can impress any musician, without using any excuse such as " I only learned when I was a kid."
Yet, all those achievement seems irrelevant and trivial. I don't feel like cheering myself for having a good life. "yay me!"... seems stupid. And I loathes everyone becoming Oprah's "Yay me! I overcame my drug abuse/ obesity/ poverty/ abusive relationship/ whatever you think you don't want in your life etc etc etc.. "
I wasn't stupid so I never be in that situation in the first place.
I always know when I was a kid, that I don't get those awards, because I was already above the level of *achievement awards* that some of the kids get. "Yay, you are able to count to 20!" awards? And I never resented the fact that I was always smarter than other kids, which means i hardly ever get praise, nor teachers ever let me answer the question, when I raise my hands.
Many teachers asked questions deliberately that the most kids doesn't know, so they can sustain the classroom for some attention, yet, they refuse to let me answer, because they knew I know the correct answer of Shakespeare's "Hamlet" quote or who wrote "Beneath the wheel" or "Brothers of Karamazov" in 5th grade class.
so yea, to me, achievement is not a big deal.
I didn't even think those i described above was an achievement till recently. I thought that is no brainer, common sense stuff everyone has to do.
Having a right path is not an achievement for me. It is expected and quite compulsory.
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We sometimes see the news of a suicide by a person with full of talents and great life. And as anyone else, I always wondered what went *wrong* with that person's life.
But recently, it occurred to me that maybe there was nothing *wrong* with his/her life. All of a sudden, it came to me that you can just end your life in absolute certainty that you have absolutely perfect life.
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The society we live might think that it is a conflicted view. But I don't think so. Those views are based on the notion that death is a bad thing.
Think for a second.
Death is bad for the people who are left. It is a very selfish sentiment by the family or friends.
The who is dead is dead, and could careless what happens after. Or, rather, one can't do anything about it.
I always thought vaguely that I really don't want anyone to throw any typical funeral for me. It is stupid. Several grand for dead me? They should just discard my carrion somewhere and go to vacation or have a nice dinner.
Now, I'm sure of the reason why. I don't want anyone to feel sorry for themselves by the passing of myself. lol
It is NOT true, "death = negative, bad thing."
Some people here who knows me to a certain extent already, can tell that I have a good life, fabulous living environment with enough material comforts. My immediate family members are perfectly healthy and happy.
My children are very happy, and we have great relationship. 17 year old is very mature and responsible, very intelligent, even as a young adult. His school work is meticulous, his academic achievement start to show his true talents in all areas. The important of them all is that he start to recognize his own potential (took some time to make him understand how exceptionally intelligent and capable he is; was the almost the hardest. ) I braced myself for tumultuous teenage years, but he skipped stupid and awkward antics and straight into maturity of 27 year old. I really can't find anything to be desired at this point.
9 year-old. He is the happiest child in the world. What can I say. He may not have academic achievement of his brother, but he has great, resilient character to offer. His mental strength in certain area can help his older brother in the future.
They are years apart, but also have great bond in between them and understand that, in years to come, they have each other.
Any parent would love to have such family in a heartbeat.That is what anyone wants and anyone would be working hard to achieve where I am at.
I am contributing to the community, I have a lot of good hobbies that are meaningful. I have a happy, good life, and I am a very happy person.
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Yet, there is this nagging feeling of boredom and apathy.
In a way, I need constant challenge in my life, and I suppose I overcame all the challenges of the early human life in general such as raising a healthy family or establish oneself.
Mid Life Crisis? Certainly.
I bought 60,000 $ Steinway several years ago. That is about the same sticker price of Corvette or Hummer, isn't it? (And my piano still values about the same if not more. I doubt that 5 year old Corvette has same value.)
I can play some of the great piano literature from memory, on demand, and I can impress any musician, without using any excuse such as " I only learned when I was a kid."
Yet, all those achievement seems irrelevant and trivial. I don't feel like cheering myself for having a good life. "yay me!"... seems stupid. And I loathes everyone becoming Oprah's "Yay me! I overcame my drug abuse/ obesity/ poverty/ abusive relationship/ whatever you think you don't want in your life etc etc etc.. "
I wasn't stupid so I never be in that situation in the first place.
I always know when I was a kid, that I don't get those awards, because I was already above the level of *achievement awards* that some of the kids get. "Yay, you are able to count to 20!" awards? And I never resented the fact that I was always smarter than other kids, which means i hardly ever get praise, nor teachers ever let me answer the question, when I raise my hands.
Many teachers asked questions deliberately that the most kids doesn't know, so they can sustain the classroom for some attention, yet, they refuse to let me answer, because they knew I know the correct answer of Shakespeare's "Hamlet" quote or who wrote "Beneath the wheel" or "Brothers of Karamazov" in 5th grade class.
so yea, to me, achievement is not a big deal.
I didn't even think those i described above was an achievement till recently. I thought that is no brainer, common sense stuff everyone has to do.
Having a right path is not an achievement for me. It is expected and quite compulsory.
***
We sometimes see the news of a suicide by a person with full of talents and great life. And as anyone else, I always wondered what went *wrong* with that person's life.
But recently, it occurred to me that maybe there was nothing *wrong* with his/her life. All of a sudden, it came to me that you can just end your life in absolute certainty that you have absolutely perfect life.
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The society we live might think that it is a conflicted view. But I don't think so. Those views are based on the notion that death is a bad thing.
Think for a second.
Death is bad for the people who are left. It is a very selfish sentiment by the family or friends.
The who is dead is dead, and could careless what happens after. Or, rather, one can't do anything about it.
I always thought vaguely that I really don't want anyone to throw any typical funeral for me. It is stupid. Several grand for dead me? They should just discard my carrion somewhere and go to vacation or have a nice dinner.
Now, I'm sure of the reason why. I don't want anyone to feel sorry for themselves by the passing of myself. lol
It is NOT true, "death = negative, bad thing."
Friday, June 12, 2009
PPl who feel threatened by my presence... lol
In SL, I am not an obnoxious ass that giving grief to others. I am respectful, and I don't play games nor go into drama shit.
No gadgets and weapons I can use effectively in SL. I don't know how to hack other people's account, nor I don't know how to cyber stalk anyone. I'm not that geeky.
For that matter, I am not a threatening presence to anyone in SL.
Yet, there are a couple of grown man who feels threatened by my presence in their own place for whatever the reason/issues they think they have with me. In reality, I don't know either of them, and I don't talk to them either.
So, why do they asking me why I'm where I want to be, or they feel obliged to tell me to confirm what I write in this blog is truth or not?
And the ultimate amusement of the thing? They don't have a balls to come to my face and tell me what the FUCK is their problem. (One, seems to think that I am writing about him, in the article below. LOL THanks for confirmation. Sometimes, silence is golden. ) The other, apparently sent IM to mutual friend and hinted that I leave. LMAO
Why the fuck are you so afraid of ME?
Look, the fact, that just I'm not as egoistic as you nor having *I'm the king complex* like you that everyone has to like you, doesn't mean I am not reasonable nor I am going apeshit throwing drama around like you do. (No drama policy wearing thin, since you are always surrounded by fucking drama of the worst kind in SL... )
I never spilled shit inside SL, never griefed anyone, never attached anyone. So, I just dumbstrucked by the fear/negative energy I sense from you. (Yea, it sucks to be empath, but I get over it quickly.)
If you have issues with me(from fucking two years ago that you should well have been to be gotten over with.. but) say so, and I can discuss that. If you wanted me to leave for whatever the reason, all you have to do is ask. LOL It is YOUR place, and you can have your own kindom. Just as well I have my own and I have the control in mine. I was there by invitation of my friends and I wasn't bothering no one, i was minding my own shit. IF you don't like DRAMA but you seem to forget a lot that what you do is ACTUALLY the very drama you say you hate? When the man become hipocrytic or repeatedly inconsistant, the weight of his words becomes less meaningful.
Just don't send some 21 year old girl as a messenger, like some immature 14year old girls in highschool cliquey cheerleader shit, to tell me to leave.
Of course, whatever the drama you have in mind, you can keep that yourself and stay the hell out of my way. Because in honesty, I have no clue what the issue here. Either way, I'm parepared to deal with you.
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And for others who seems to be unable to read the warning and public disclaimer of this blog, and addition to that, forgetting to understand that my BLOG is out side SL, and I have constitutional right to express my opinions in here...
You *chose* to come here and read my blog. LEAVE, if you don't like what you see.
Simple as that. Squeaking about what I write in here? lol high school cheer leader shit. GO to your own clique and talk amongst yourselves. LOL
What I write here, NO ONE have any control nor say in this.
This is MY blog, and I have my RIGHTS to do so, as much as you have the same rights.
IF you are mature, grown man, you should know that you can't tell me what to do in my own domain, You are not my father. LMAO For that matter, my own 82 year old Faustian father don't even tell me what to do in my domain.
You have no fucking power over me.
Here is an idea.
Set up your own blog, and get over it.
This is not your clique bulletin board where everyone love one another.
Get
Over
IT
Here's a recap of some of the drama I was talking about
No gadgets and weapons I can use effectively in SL. I don't know how to hack other people's account, nor I don't know how to cyber stalk anyone. I'm not that geeky.
For that matter, I am not a threatening presence to anyone in SL.
Yet, there are a couple of grown man who feels threatened by my presence in their own place for whatever the reason/issues they think they have with me. In reality, I don't know either of them, and I don't talk to them either.
So, why do they asking me why I'm where I want to be, or they feel obliged to tell me to confirm what I write in this blog is truth or not?
And the ultimate amusement of the thing? They don't have a balls to come to my face and tell me what the FUCK is their problem. (One, seems to think that I am writing about him, in the article below. LOL THanks for confirmation. Sometimes, silence is golden. ) The other, apparently sent IM to mutual friend and hinted that I leave. LMAO
Why the fuck are you so afraid of ME?
Look, the fact, that just I'm not as egoistic as you nor having *I'm the king complex* like you that everyone has to like you, doesn't mean I am not reasonable nor I am going apeshit throwing drama around like you do. (No drama policy wearing thin, since you are always surrounded by fucking drama of the worst kind in SL... )
I never spilled shit inside SL, never griefed anyone, never attached anyone. So, I just dumbstrucked by the fear/negative energy I sense from you. (Yea, it sucks to be empath, but I get over it quickly.)
If you have issues with me(from fucking two years ago that you should well have been to be gotten over with.. but) say so, and I can discuss that. If you wanted me to leave for whatever the reason, all you have to do is ask. LOL It is YOUR place, and you can have your own kindom. Just as well I have my own and I have the control in mine. I was there by invitation of my friends and I wasn't bothering no one, i was minding my own shit. IF you don't like DRAMA but you seem to forget a lot that what you do is ACTUALLY the very drama you say you hate? When the man become hipocrytic or repeatedly inconsistant, the weight of his words becomes less meaningful.
Just don't send some 21 year old girl as a messenger, like some immature 14year old girls in highschool cliquey cheerleader shit, to tell me to leave.
Of course, whatever the drama you have in mind, you can keep that yourself and stay the hell out of my way. Because in honesty, I have no clue what the issue here. Either way, I'm parepared to deal with you.
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And for others who seems to be unable to read the warning and public disclaimer of this blog, and addition to that, forgetting to understand that my BLOG is out side SL, and I have constitutional right to express my opinions in here...
You *chose* to come here and read my blog. LEAVE, if you don't like what you see.
Simple as that. Squeaking about what I write in here? lol high school cheer leader shit. GO to your own clique and talk amongst yourselves. LOL
What I write here, NO ONE have any control nor say in this.
This is MY blog, and I have my RIGHTS to do so, as much as you have the same rights.
IF you are mature, grown man, you should know that you can't tell me what to do in my own domain, You are not my father. LMAO For that matter, my own 82 year old Faustian father don't even tell me what to do in my domain.
You have no fucking power over me.
Here is an idea.
Set up your own blog, and get over it.
This is not your clique bulletin board where everyone love one another.
Get
Over
IT
Here's a recap of some of the drama I was talking about
Thursday, June 4, 2009
letter
How do people writes the condemning letter thinly disguised as an apology, and what they really mean...
This note card is being sent to all the Royals in regards to my stupid and unwarranted behaviuor that occured in August 2008.
I apologise for Ravenheart Armistice's behaviour and whatever part I may have partaken in it.
First paragraph after the opening.
Interesting. Meaghan apologize for Ravenheart, but not her own mistakes and indiscretions. "Whatever part I may have partaken" insinuates that, in her own mind, she does not recognize anything wrong in *HER own behavior* nor no recollection of *offense* that brought her ban. If her *sincere apology* starts with blaming someone for her own mistake, watch what follows...
He ended up ripping me off for the tune of $500 USD. So I have learnt my lesson the hard way. I also lost my fulltime job in real life as a result of the split. He never tried to repay me.
Here we go. *Pity me* paragraph.
"He ripped me 500$", but who gave him that money? Oh yes, She did. And what? How the hell she lose her RL job, because of a split from SL pixel? Possible answer? She is fucking mental, nutjob, who cannot seprate fantasy from reality. When gift was made, the recipient usually does not have any obligation to repay. It is a matter of contract. If she is thinking that giving him 500$ get her some good fuck, she should have written up a contract to hire this manwhore who lives half way across the world. I would think that 500$ does not cover the travel expense that the gigolo have to pay from his own pocket from US to Australia. I certainly would not be hired by such cheap-ass woman for just 500$.
Oh i digress. Those, just my irrelevant thoughts. My point here? What is got to do with her apology? NOTHING. Not a FUCKING thing. This is a paragraph to solicit sympathy, so she can obtain the pardon without making any consession herself.
I took my alt Carolyn Paule there because she was partnered at the time to Rune Galicia and we had a business partnership together which fell apart when he unpartnered Meaghan on the grounds he had grown bored with me. I apologise for taking her there to dance with his alt. Again I have no excuses.
Well, Transylvania people knew her alt and Ravenheart's Alt (Rune Galicia) the next day, those two were created and partnered. I have a blog entry back in July 8th '08. about alt attempting to recreate a new character only to fail in a moment it was created because of the lack of creativity, and I ended my blog entry with one prediction ;
"But it would be something to amuse about for another 2 months or so? As far as I know, those ppl are on 2 months cycle. New alts, join the new place, had a drama or two and be banned.
I swear it only takes about 2months, 3, tops.
Mark my words on it.-July 08 my blog"
Instead of going to new places, they just went back to old place, and got banned. LOL
Another interesting fact is that Ravenheart listed his gazillion alt names but Rune Galicia's name in his profile, mostly to suggest that my empathic findings are false, that he has not hide in such alt account and anyone (me) can find him in one of those alts but not Rune Galicia. (lol) At that entry appeared in his profile, probably all the officers of Transylvania already knew that was him, along with Meaghan Winthorpe's yet another alt Carolyn Paule.
She has no excuse, because she deliberately, knowingly entered Transylvania with her alt, even she knew well they do not tolerate alt.
Yet again, pity me phrase appears here. "He unpartnered Meaghan ---grown bored with me." WHO THE FUCK CARES? lol
I tried to stop him from selling his Lycan vial's on Xstreet, but he ignored me. He also refused to accept the fact he was jeopardising my position in the family. I apologise for not stopping him, there are no excuses.
Lip service.
That is not the reason she was banned. Let's just be clear. If she thinks she has influence on anyone, she is gravely mistaken. This paragraph should be read as follows. "Since I have no authority over any adult, lets just take the blame for everything and earn more points. There is nothing to lose by saying this. "
My own bloodline and one blood vials are not transferable. Even if they were, I would have destroyed them not sold them. I kept them as Obscuro was my friend prior to SL.
Again,Irrelevant. This does not earn her points because she didn't sell the prim junk.But She did not lose the opportunity to name *name*. IF she knew him that long and did not understand what is going on in this place, it is just shows her selfish point of views and her inability to grasp the concept of this place in general.
My own actions in creating a group to snub the Royals at the time, was done in anger and it was the only way I could deal with the fact I had been kicked out of the family.
I apologise personally to the Royals, Willow and Annie in particular for saying what I had said in my group charter again it was out done out of anger and was extremely childish of a grown woman to act that way.
I spend a lot more time in World of Warcraft and should I ever feel like venting I shall go there and kill things.
Boring excuses. Childish. Immature.
Remember who is writing this. This is not a teenager who are pretending to be vampire. This is a grown woman of over 50 years of age. She could have blamed her stupidity on her menopausal hormornal frenzy, tho... lol It could have been a lot better, I would think... but thats just me.
All I am asking at this stage is for me to be allowed back into Transylvania. I would be quite happy with a probationary period and should I do anything that is disrespectful to anyone, you can boot me and ban me for life. I will never ever bring an alt into Transylvania of any kind. I have not taken any alts into Transylvania since August 2008.
dun dun dun. I hope she is reading this.
I am back into Transylvania since last Friday. I kinda doubt that she wants to be back in Trans if she find me there, AGAIN, and NOT disrespectful. LOL but yea. It is just too funny of a coincidence to be this timing.
So I ask for the forgiveness of the Royals and the Transylvanians, and ask for your mercy as I know that the Royals have been gracious and forgiving before, and have let others that may have done worse than I might have done, back into Transylvania, and even the Family.(IS she serious? "~let others that may have done worse~"?) I would like just to come back to Transylvania as I have always loved it there, and I miss it terribly. I hope that all of you can truly understand what it would be like if any of you suddenly had this part of SL taken from you. I humbly request your forgiveness, and ask to be allowed to come back. If I am allowed to return, I will never disrespect the Royals or anyone in Transylvania again.
Respectfully yours,
Meaghan Winthorpe
Yeah, yeah, yeah... lol
This, was passed to the officers of Trans last week, but there is another underlining current that this letter does not suggest at all.
Transylvania is known as the oldest Vamp/goth community in SL, but lesser known fact is that some of the older members came from other online community. That is the reason why Meaghan deliberately mention obscuro's name in the above paragraph to remind all those officers that she is known the owner of this sim longer than the most.
Another drama/tabloid point is that, now, Meaghan lists her umpteeth SL boyfriend in her profile, and it is not widelyknow fact , the person is one of the oldest member of Transylvania who is just separated from his wife(I heard they are in the process of divorce in RL. According to the rumor, his wife committed adultery-!- with one of the Vamp from Trans in RL... LOL talk about drama. My rl is not that interesting. ... ... )
Ok, so what right? lol
Well, it seems that this dude offered to pay for the whole tier peyment for this month in exchange of *pardon* of her status.
I can easily imagine that Meaghan offered 300$ US to buy her status in Transylvania, because, read the top paragraph about 500$ Ravenheart ripping her off.
Raven probably did not rip her off, not in the sense that con her out, but I can make an intelligent guess that she sent him money to reconsider their *partnership* or asked him to visit her in Australia. The 500$ was to fund his trip. (Impossible, since Raven lives with his mother. LOL Yes. )
Why do I know this?
She did the same thing to me. The only reason she is not accusing me of ripping her off is that I returned her money. I think she tried to buy my friendship for about 200$. (meh, i'm that cheap? LOL)
Anyways, the apology letter arrived just after the Trans officer was asked to consider this *option* with benefit, so to speak.
Talk about pathetic.
You know what I suggested? Just accept her *donation* and keep her banned. LOL
I suppose this letter was laughed at, and circulated. Because I (remember, I 'm the bad guy in trans.) even had a hands on this notecard? which meant that this was a fair game for my blog.
This note card is being sent to all the Royals in regards to my stupid and unwarranted behaviuor that occured in August 2008.
I apologise for Ravenheart Armistice's behaviour and whatever part I may have partaken in it.
First paragraph after the opening.
Interesting. Meaghan apologize for Ravenheart, but not her own mistakes and indiscretions. "Whatever part I may have partaken" insinuates that, in her own mind, she does not recognize anything wrong in *HER own behavior* nor no recollection of *offense* that brought her ban. If her *sincere apology* starts with blaming someone for her own mistake, watch what follows...
He ended up ripping me off for the tune of $500 USD. So I have learnt my lesson the hard way. I also lost my fulltime job in real life as a result of the split. He never tried to repay me.
Here we go. *Pity me* paragraph.
"He ripped me 500$", but who gave him that money? Oh yes, She did. And what? How the hell she lose her RL job, because of a split from SL pixel? Possible answer? She is fucking mental, nutjob, who cannot seprate fantasy from reality. When gift was made, the recipient usually does not have any obligation to repay. It is a matter of contract. If she is thinking that giving him 500$ get her some good fuck, she should have written up a contract to hire this manwhore who lives half way across the world. I would think that 500$ does not cover the travel expense that the gigolo have to pay from his own pocket from US to Australia. I certainly would not be hired by such cheap-ass woman for just 500$.
Oh i digress. Those, just my irrelevant thoughts. My point here? What is got to do with her apology? NOTHING. Not a FUCKING thing. This is a paragraph to solicit sympathy, so she can obtain the pardon without making any consession herself.
I took my alt Carolyn Paule there because she was partnered at the time to Rune Galicia and we had a business partnership together which fell apart when he unpartnered Meaghan on the grounds he had grown bored with me. I apologise for taking her there to dance with his alt. Again I have no excuses.
Well, Transylvania people knew her alt and Ravenheart's Alt (Rune Galicia) the next day, those two were created and partnered. I have a blog entry back in July 8th '08. about alt attempting to recreate a new character only to fail in a moment it was created because of the lack of creativity, and I ended my blog entry with one prediction ;
"But it would be something to amuse about for another 2 months or so? As far as I know, those ppl are on 2 months cycle. New alts, join the new place, had a drama or two and be banned.
I swear it only takes about 2months, 3, tops.
Mark my words on it.-July 08 my blog"
Instead of going to new places, they just went back to old place, and got banned. LOL
Another interesting fact is that Ravenheart listed his gazillion alt names but Rune Galicia's name in his profile, mostly to suggest that my empathic findings are false, that he has not hide in such alt account and anyone (me) can find him in one of those alts but not Rune Galicia. (lol) At that entry appeared in his profile, probably all the officers of Transylvania already knew that was him, along with Meaghan Winthorpe's yet another alt Carolyn Paule.
She has no excuse, because she deliberately, knowingly entered Transylvania with her alt, even she knew well they do not tolerate alt.
Yet again, pity me phrase appears here. "He unpartnered Meaghan ---grown bored with me." WHO THE FUCK CARES? lol
I tried to stop him from selling his Lycan vial's on Xstreet, but he ignored me. He also refused to accept the fact he was jeopardising my position in the family. I apologise for not stopping him, there are no excuses.
Lip service.
That is not the reason she was banned. Let's just be clear. If she thinks she has influence on anyone, she is gravely mistaken. This paragraph should be read as follows. "Since I have no authority over any adult, lets just take the blame for everything and earn more points. There is nothing to lose by saying this. "
My own bloodline and one blood vials are not transferable. Even if they were, I would have destroyed them not sold them. I kept them as Obscuro was my friend prior to SL.
Again,Irrelevant. This does not earn her points because she didn't sell the prim junk.But She did not lose the opportunity to name *name*. IF she knew him that long and did not understand what is going on in this place, it is just shows her selfish point of views and her inability to grasp the concept of this place in general.
My own actions in creating a group to snub the Royals at the time, was done in anger and it was the only way I could deal with the fact I had been kicked out of the family.
I apologise personally to the Royals, Willow and Annie in particular for saying what I had said in my group charter again it was out done out of anger and was extremely childish of a grown woman to act that way.
I spend a lot more time in World of Warcraft and should I ever feel like venting I shall go there and kill things.
Boring excuses. Childish. Immature.
Remember who is writing this. This is not a teenager who are pretending to be vampire. This is a grown woman of over 50 years of age. She could have blamed her stupidity on her menopausal hormornal frenzy, tho... lol It could have been a lot better, I would think... but thats just me.
All I am asking at this stage is for me to be allowed back into Transylvania. I would be quite happy with a probationary period and should I do anything that is disrespectful to anyone, you can boot me and ban me for life. I will never ever bring an alt into Transylvania of any kind. I have not taken any alts into Transylvania since August 2008.
dun dun dun. I hope she is reading this.
I am back into Transylvania since last Friday. I kinda doubt that she wants to be back in Trans if she find me there, AGAIN, and NOT disrespectful. LOL but yea. It is just too funny of a coincidence to be this timing.
So I ask for the forgiveness of the Royals and the Transylvanians, and ask for your mercy as I know that the Royals have been gracious and forgiving before, and have let others that may have done worse than I might have done, back into Transylvania, and even the Family.(IS she serious? "~let others that may have done worse~"?) I would like just to come back to Transylvania as I have always loved it there, and I miss it terribly. I hope that all of you can truly understand what it would be like if any of you suddenly had this part of SL taken from you. I humbly request your forgiveness, and ask to be allowed to come back. If I am allowed to return, I will never disrespect the Royals or anyone in Transylvania again.
Respectfully yours,
Meaghan Winthorpe
Yeah, yeah, yeah... lol
This, was passed to the officers of Trans last week, but there is another underlining current that this letter does not suggest at all.
Transylvania is known as the oldest Vamp/goth community in SL, but lesser known fact is that some of the older members came from other online community. That is the reason why Meaghan deliberately mention obscuro's name in the above paragraph to remind all those officers that she is known the owner of this sim longer than the most.
Another drama/tabloid point is that, now, Meaghan lists her umpteeth SL boyfriend in her profile, and it is not widelyknow fact , the person is one of the oldest member of Transylvania who is just separated from his wife(I heard they are in the process of divorce in RL. According to the rumor, his wife committed adultery-!- with one of the Vamp from Trans in RL... LOL talk about drama. My rl is not that interesting. ... ... )
Ok, so what right? lol
Well, it seems that this dude offered to pay for the whole tier peyment for this month in exchange of *pardon* of her status.
I can easily imagine that Meaghan offered 300$ US to buy her status in Transylvania, because, read the top paragraph about 500$ Ravenheart ripping her off.
Raven probably did not rip her off, not in the sense that con her out, but I can make an intelligent guess that she sent him money to reconsider their *partnership* or asked him to visit her in Australia. The 500$ was to fund his trip. (Impossible, since Raven lives with his mother. LOL Yes. )
Why do I know this?
She did the same thing to me. The only reason she is not accusing me of ripping her off is that I returned her money. I think she tried to buy my friendship for about 200$. (meh, i'm that cheap? LOL)
Anyways, the apology letter arrived just after the Trans officer was asked to consider this *option* with benefit, so to speak.
Talk about pathetic.
You know what I suggested? Just accept her *donation* and keep her banned. LOL
I suppose this letter was laughed at, and circulated. Because I (remember, I 'm the bad guy in trans.) even had a hands on this notecard? which meant that this was a fair game for my blog.
Monday, June 1, 2009
Toyota of North America is owned by GM??!!!!!!LOLWUT
I was ignoring the seemingly pointless thread about GM's financial difficulty byHunter Linden because it has been an old news, and it is like discussing why the stupid people are stupid... But then again, I saw this post this morning and just couldn't stay out of it.
You can scroll back a page and read the comment by Nyala blaisdale... Ho my gawd...
"While I agree with you about the unions, the thing that you may not realize is that toyota is majority owned by, and operated by guess who? GM... to the point that the Toyota Camry is actually no more than a Chevy Impala (or is it the Malibu) with slightly different sheet metal, yet costs MORE, and is made in America by non union labor... THAT is the reason Toyota is profitable while GM goes bankrupt..."
~~~Nyala Blaisdale
Um... Toyota of North America is 100% subsidiary of Toyota Motor Co.
Camry is not sharing any platform with GM vehicles at this time.
***
I explain this about three times after I saw this, and the woman still insists that Toyota of North America is 51 % owned by GM. "Ridicule and joke all you want, the fact remains... " NO no No NO NO!
The decline of US auto industry is parallel to the phenomenon of degradation of the intelligence of the educated (err... lolwut?) average Americans.
I think I wrote something about Americans totally ignorant of who is the Japanese manufacturer back in 80s trade *cold war*... that many so called self proclaimed economic patriots didn't even know Sony was Japanese Company, while they cheerfully burn the Japanese products, their prized possession being a new aqcuisition of fabulous 30inch Sony TV.
"Errr... Mike... You don't like Japanese products, right? That means if you can buy the same item from American company , you will not buy anything from Japanese Company right?"
"Hell yea. What?"
"Um. Sony... That's a Japanese Company. Morita-san runs it. (yea this was back in late 80s. ) "
"NO fucking WAY!"
"WAY, dude! So can I have it? "
Yea this is a real episode.
***
I didn't imagine back then, some 20 years later, I still have this conversation with some dumb, ignorant American. I always laugh at this sort of stuff. It is just... lol comical. It's not racial, its not bias, its just fucking comical dumb shit.
GM owns the half of Toyota North America's shares... lol IF that was true, do you think they are in this deep shit?
I don't think so.
You can scroll back a page and read the comment by Nyala blaisdale... Ho my gawd...
"While I agree with you about the unions, the thing that you may not realize is that toyota is majority owned by, and operated by guess who? GM... to the point that the Toyota Camry is actually no more than a Chevy Impala (or is it the Malibu) with slightly different sheet metal, yet costs MORE, and is made in America by non union labor... THAT is the reason Toyota is profitable while GM goes bankrupt..."
~~~Nyala Blaisdale
Um... Toyota of North America is 100% subsidiary of Toyota Motor Co.
Camry is not sharing any platform with GM vehicles at this time.
***
I explain this about three times after I saw this, and the woman still insists that Toyota of North America is 51 % owned by GM. "Ridicule and joke all you want, the fact remains... " NO no No NO NO!
The decline of US auto industry is parallel to the phenomenon of degradation of the intelligence of the educated (err... lolwut?) average Americans.
I think I wrote something about Americans totally ignorant of who is the Japanese manufacturer back in 80s trade *cold war*... that many so called self proclaimed economic patriots didn't even know Sony was Japanese Company, while they cheerfully burn the Japanese products, their prized possession being a new aqcuisition of fabulous 30inch Sony TV.
"Errr... Mike... You don't like Japanese products, right? That means if you can buy the same item from American company , you will not buy anything from Japanese Company right?"
"Hell yea. What?"
"Um. Sony... That's a Japanese Company. Morita-san runs it. (yea this was back in late 80s. ) "
"NO fucking WAY!"
"WAY, dude! So can I have it? "
Yea this is a real episode.
***
I didn't imagine back then, some 20 years later, I still have this conversation with some dumb, ignorant American. I always laugh at this sort of stuff. It is just... lol comical. It's not racial, its not bias, its just fucking comical dumb shit.
GM owns the half of Toyota North America's shares... lol IF that was true, do you think they are in this deep shit?
I don't think so.
Saturday, May 30, 2009
Oh Hunter Linden in my follower's box... lol
Um, you could just use your *bookmark function* to follow my blog, just as suella or beagles do. LOL
And another new anon person . :D
Both welcome to my boring blog.
******
I can say one thing about Hunter Linden, tho.
He reminds me of some dudes in highschool that who never dates with the girls but strangely very comfortable hanging out with girl's clique, talking about fashions and stupid jokes that only the pubescent girls perceive them to be funny.
They are usually very geeky and that ability also apparent when they have no problem learning the latest fashion and variations of cheap fashion brands all those teenagers patronized...
What I don't understand is tho...
How can some grown man laugh repeatedly and think it is just a lighthearted comments about the same old fucking joke about cheese and knickers thrown into it... for the ... get this, folks, not once, not twice, not even three times... but like gazillion, bazillionth of time.
Can anyone explain that to me?
And another new anon person . :D
Both welcome to my boring blog.
******
I can say one thing about Hunter Linden, tho.
He reminds me of some dudes in highschool that who never dates with the girls but strangely very comfortable hanging out with girl's clique, talking about fashions and stupid jokes that only the pubescent girls perceive them to be funny.
They are usually very geeky and that ability also apparent when they have no problem learning the latest fashion and variations of cheap fashion brands all those teenagers patronized...
What I don't understand is tho...
How can some grown man laugh repeatedly and think it is just a lighthearted comments about the same old fucking joke about cheese and knickers thrown into it... for the ... get this, folks, not once, not twice, not even three times... but like gazillion, bazillionth of time.
Can anyone explain that to me?
Thursday, May 28, 2009
This week's stupid thread.
Amiryu's border line libelous cloner thread.
LOLOLOL
Her *stupid question of the week*.
The woman who claims to own the design firm in RL, and also established herself as somewhat successful owner of store in SL.
She can't seem to understand nor had ever read the LL's TOS by herself? Unlikely.
The funny part of this question is this:
1.Amiryu bringing up some old news in SL, asking the moral center of the product she didn't seem to know what it is.
2.Amiryu carefully avoids the word to be perceived as *libel* but then again, since she didn't seem to contact the creator herself to understand what the product is, it is a libelous entry in context.
3.Bringing up the words such as TOS, but then again, from her entry, no one can tell which part of TOS she said the product is violating. Person who claim to own a company do not do these type of *baseless accusation in public* , UNLESS, her stupidity serves her right. And in this case, and in Forum, as always, it does.
4.Without me, pointing her *petty scheme to put her name/banner in the forum*, the most of the comments pretty much dismissing her *self righteous question*.
Cara Ametza-It's possible to screw up like that. Either SL has a glitch and messes up, or you screw it up yourself. Things like this can happen, and responsible usage of these tools is not against the TOS. Your a bit late to gripe about it, this was hashed out weeks ago.
Ginger Glimmer-If you want to report something, report it. Be done with it. We've had this discussion about this product at least once already. Another occasion where sales went very high thanks to the added exposure here.
Can we please stop picking apart other merchant's products?
Ann Otoole-If you wish to address the issue of ethics within Linden Research Inc. in respect to content theft then the best place is on a blog Google can index and no censor can remove it.
Rene Marsaille(Creator of the products)-Amiryu, I would have told you if you asked me
Cito Karu-oh lord not again.. people whines about this product for like 30 pages not too long ago but in the end it did not violate any rules.
so here we go again
I wrote my own version since it's simple script that get's the prims parameters then rez's a new prim and makes it have same parameters.
it's nothing new and it's great I use the one I wrote to instantly mirror tortured torus's and stuff to save time.
LOL
Amiryu probably has thicker skin and bigger ego than I do. She thinks ppl in the forum are stupid dumb asses. That is the part that amuses me more than gazzilion other stupid forum threads that serves no purpose.
She doesn't care, her contents had any logic nor purpose, nor even tinge of wisdom. Put her name up there, accomplish that, making her self look stupid, or not, is not a question. In that sense, her goal oriented focus is way exceeding the ones of Suella Ember or Beagles.
Let's just say, repeating cheese is like a preschool kids who can't stop bringing in the blankie or her favorite plulshies still, at the end of the school year.
(*pets Suella's head) On the other hand, Amiryu offends everyone in Forum, even the silent readers. By not saying "You are all stupid dumbass who will comment in my thread to keep it bumped till next week."
LOL
LOLOLOL
Her *stupid question of the week*.
The woman who claims to own the design firm in RL, and also established herself as somewhat successful owner of store in SL.
She can't seem to understand nor had ever read the LL's TOS by herself? Unlikely.
The funny part of this question is this:
1.Amiryu bringing up some old news in SL, asking the moral center of the product she didn't seem to know what it is.
2.Amiryu carefully avoids the word to be perceived as *libel* but then again, since she didn't seem to contact the creator herself to understand what the product is, it is a libelous entry in context.
3.Bringing up the words such as TOS, but then again, from her entry, no one can tell which part of TOS she said the product is violating. Person who claim to own a company do not do these type of *baseless accusation in public* , UNLESS, her stupidity serves her right. And in this case, and in Forum, as always, it does.
4.Without me, pointing her *petty scheme to put her name/banner in the forum*, the most of the comments pretty much dismissing her *self righteous question*.
Cara Ametza-It's possible to screw up like that. Either SL has a glitch and messes up, or you screw it up yourself. Things like this can happen, and responsible usage of these tools is not against the TOS. Your a bit late to gripe about it, this was hashed out weeks ago.
Ginger Glimmer-If you want to report something, report it. Be done with it. We've had this discussion about this product at least once already. Another occasion where sales went very high thanks to the added exposure here.
Can we please stop picking apart other merchant's products?
Ann Otoole-If you wish to address the issue of ethics within Linden Research Inc. in respect to content theft then the best place is on a blog Google can index and no censor can remove it.
Rene Marsaille(Creator of the products)-Amiryu, I would have told you if you asked me
Cito Karu-oh lord not again.. people whines about this product for like 30 pages not too long ago but in the end it did not violate any rules.
so here we go again
I wrote my own version since it's simple script that get's the prims parameters then rez's a new prim and makes it have same parameters.
it's nothing new and it's great I use the one I wrote to instantly mirror tortured torus's and stuff to save time.
LOL
Amiryu probably has thicker skin and bigger ego than I do. She thinks ppl in the forum are stupid dumb asses. That is the part that amuses me more than gazzilion other stupid forum threads that serves no purpose.
She doesn't care, her contents had any logic nor purpose, nor even tinge of wisdom. Put her name up there, accomplish that, making her self look stupid, or not, is not a question. In that sense, her goal oriented focus is way exceeding the ones of Suella Ember or Beagles.
Let's just say, repeating cheese is like a preschool kids who can't stop bringing in the blankie or her favorite plulshies still, at the end of the school year.
(*pets Suella's head) On the other hand, Amiryu offends everyone in Forum, even the silent readers. By not saying "You are all stupid dumbass who will comment in my thread to keep it bumped till next week."
LOL
Frederic, You have gotten crude lately...
"Frederic, you have gotten crude..."
"Have I ...?
~Frederic rubs his chin with black tinted slender fingers, his lips curved in faint but cruel smile.
... must be the crowd I'm mixing lately. I may be crude, but I'm not a coward like of those who paste my picture in their password protected forum, talking amongst themselves *AWAY* from me.
Like I said before, sarcasms and insults are art. You only achieve something when your enemy who you hate is truly dented his/her ego by your clever insults. Sarcasm and insults goes two ways,too. The one on the receiving end has to be equally intelligent to understand the depth of the insults as well. If the insults goes off and brushed off as *no value* *Oh are you done? I'm bored*, it is a clear indication of their lack of comprehension. If their insults do not go farther than the scope of picking on their grammer or semantics, it is equivalent of their inability to match your skills. There is no further discussion required.
Had they ever achieved any of that? "
"They are just afraid of you."
"And is that supposed to be my problem? And of those who lament that they had not made a *hit list* yet. Well, Either they have to be very stupid and single minded or very smart to make the list. I loathe mediocrity. I probably don't even remember who they are, it is unlikely that they would ever make it in my list. And repeating the certain dairy products day in and day out, those ppl should be banned, as well. At this point it is not even funny nor entertaining. Perpetuating the same jokes usually are the sign of weakness between their ears, wouldn't you agree? I could make other people's life much easier, if I was to be really vicious as can be, but hey, I am just a selfish elf. Who am I to worry about those good people , yes?"
Frederic and his gentleman friend laughed as they swirling their brandy in their stuffed chair...
"Have I ...?
~Frederic rubs his chin with black tinted slender fingers, his lips curved in faint but cruel smile.
... must be the crowd I'm mixing lately. I may be crude, but I'm not a coward like of those who paste my picture in their password protected forum, talking amongst themselves *AWAY* from me.
Like I said before, sarcasms and insults are art. You only achieve something when your enemy who you hate is truly dented his/her ego by your clever insults. Sarcasm and insults goes two ways,too. The one on the receiving end has to be equally intelligent to understand the depth of the insults as well. If the insults goes off and brushed off as *no value* *Oh are you done? I'm bored*, it is a clear indication of their lack of comprehension. If their insults do not go farther than the scope of picking on their grammer or semantics, it is equivalent of their inability to match your skills. There is no further discussion required.
Had they ever achieved any of that? "
"They are just afraid of you."
"And is that supposed to be my problem? And of those who lament that they had not made a *hit list* yet. Well, Either they have to be very stupid and single minded or very smart to make the list. I loathe mediocrity. I probably don't even remember who they are, it is unlikely that they would ever make it in my list. And repeating the certain dairy products day in and day out, those ppl should be banned, as well. At this point it is not even funny nor entertaining. Perpetuating the same jokes usually are the sign of weakness between their ears, wouldn't you agree? I could make other people's life much easier, if I was to be really vicious as can be, but hey, I am just a selfish elf. Who am I to worry about those good people , yes?"
Frederic and his gentleman friend laughed as they swirling their brandy in their stuffed chair...
Friday, May 15, 2009
Another classical concert preview...
(Note: I have to cancel the invitation, since we (me and my charges) are all plagued with persistent cough for weeks now... I am so bummed that the fact this might be the last opportunity to see her as a top performing artist. Oh well. )
I get to go to certain American soprano diva's concert tomorrow.
This singer, I had purchased her CD's in the past, so I have been quite curious to see the actual performance of hers. Her career as a diva opera singer was mostly behind when I moved here in US, and at that time, I couldn't afford to travel and chase her performance career.
According to the symphony musician who will perform with her, she has been very difficult to deal with, musically, as a musician and as a person. LOL (yea, that is always the case with diva.) I was already warned that, since she didn't really participate fully in the rehearsal session, can't guarantee the performance quality...
I suppose the mostly oblivious audience will be happy to see some well known performer, but the juicy story like this, is much more interesting. It sucks, that the artist starts to act out some cliche, by doing that diminishing the respect from fellow musicians. They may not have to earn the respect from *uneducated audience* but certainly, the respect from musicians who perform with them, count as something...
Just a thought.
I get to go to certain American soprano diva's concert tomorrow.
This singer, I had purchased her CD's in the past, so I have been quite curious to see the actual performance of hers. Her career as a diva opera singer was mostly behind when I moved here in US, and at that time, I couldn't afford to travel and chase her performance career.
According to the symphony musician who will perform with her, she has been very difficult to deal with, musically, as a musician and as a person. LOL (yea, that is always the case with diva.) I was already warned that, since she didn't really participate fully in the rehearsal session, can't guarantee the performance quality...
I suppose the mostly oblivious audience will be happy to see some well known performer, but the juicy story like this, is much more interesting. It sucks, that the artist starts to act out some cliche, by doing that diminishing the respect from fellow musicians. They may not have to earn the respect from *uneducated audience* but certainly, the respect from musicians who perform with them, count as something...
Just a thought.
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