So the narcissistic pose...

I made some macabre props... I wanted to dangle the skulls by the hair, but it didnt work well, so the skull settled on my lap. Should have made it with different color wigs.. >.>

lazy afternoon

Suffering an eternal state of ennui, Akh and I decided to fiddles with poses and pictures.

We are VAIN. *laughs
Our conversations included but not limited to the books by Anne Rice and few others, aesthetics about most anything, and then to how some of our idle activity can be a source of income... In short, no purpose whatsoever.

I took more than one pictures, but I didn't have time for more than this tentative design above. By accident, I found the way to emulate back light and I am somewhat pleased with the results. Great looking pose, which we got lucky how flexi prim hair didn't cut in our body in unnatural way.

Hey

DO NOT THINK OUT LOUD!
duh.

Ah, but they are not newbs...

**(link added7/10) I would have paste the link to the *Newly created blog* of one of those alt in here, but that would give them free traffic, so that is not gonna happen. Needless to say, it contains useless info and based on fake personality which could be deleted and manipulated at any time, and no one would claim responsibility. LOL But, I find it really funny that I was told this particular alt was known to pop in to Trans. As I said *pathetic* in this blog entry, this alt just proved it for me. Pathetic life of Alt Anon. ***


ugh... I don't give stuff to newbs anymore because they are rarely new.

So this is related to the previous post.

I can understand that you may have few alts for good reasons. That's fine with me. It is nothing new.

But you start to think who is using alt to sneak into the very sim you are banned "Because you don't like the policy" is quite amusing to watch.

Yeah. you pretend to be a tough guy, and "I don't need anyone. No one can tell me what to do, and if you do, I swear off the place who dissed me."
But then, made yet another umpteenth new alt and go visit the sim you don't like. What happen to the club you are operating/DJing?
Oh I forgot, it went out of business!
So there you are.
Going back to Trans. That is so old.


PATHETIC.

That is so lame.

That makes me think of stray cats who cannot re enter the civilized society, yet had to rely on the scraps of slums, and the shelter of abandoned buildings. They lacks resource and wits.

They never learn, so every new alts and every new place they supposed to be re-inventing, would failed in a same pattern as it was before. They will never succeed to re-invent the better version of themselves. (Yes, that is how much they do not know themselves. And I am not talking about teenagers. They are grown adults over the age of 35... Come on now. Know yourselves.) So the true colors come out sooner or later. (The excuse? "Oh this is how I roll. " LOL)

At the end, YOUR character is what counts the most.
Not the new name nor new outfits supplied by unsuspecting public who thought to get you started, when in fact, the newb they are giving the money and outfits have main accounts that are older than them...

***********
just pathetic...

(But it would be something to amuse about for another 2 months or so? As far as I know, those ppl are on 2 months cycle. New alts, join the new place, had a drama or two and be banned.
I swear it only takes about 2months, 3, tops.
Mark my words on it.)

Where are YOU now?

I told you, you would never be my enemy.

For those who incapable of come to me and debate with me. Where are you now?

You just give me those triumphant moment, when your store, or club, or sim quietly closed, advertisement withdrawn, parcel listing vanished, your profile cleaned, announcing in your prof that you will be hiding with your numerous alt or taking a break(usually means the same thing. hiding in alt) whatever. I have this itch and tingly sensation all over.


I TOLD YOU SO.

yet, as if the dogs cant stop balking even they tucked their tail and ran, leaving "I'm the scary big dog, don't mess with me or I destroy you" in your profile picks.
Hahahahaha. You must be forgotten to remove it.

You have been weighed
You have been measured

And... you know the rest.


******
Frederic Prevost does not have baggage nor the need to create/re-invent the new character, nor the need for fresh start because the past you just cant live with...

I am always me, and I have no skeleton in my closet.
I do not need to hide my past nor need to erase nor take back what I said or done.

I am not without faults, as I often said, however, I am proud to build my life on every single moment of my experience and start over with obscure character is not an option.

My store brand has grown and producing a lot of pure profits daily. If the business owner would be in and out of hiding, who would take that as a serious endeavor?
*I* am always here.

I can balance my outrageous incubus's life in pixel realms and never lose my footings and grasp or reality.


For those incapable,
Just
Shut up
and
Run.

No one will miss you.

Tainted Blood and Potent Poison

Yummy looking fred?
Keep your hands off, for your own sake. Vampires. I'm tainted.

After two days of intense creative process, (I wouldnt say work) I felt like go for hair shopping. Partly, to find new hair style that matches new hat that I just created.

After few store, I arrived at Gurl6. One of my regular stop. Despite the fact that this place carries million of chick's hair, I also find good long hair for my avatar.

So, I arrived at the entrance, waiting to rez as usual... which takes forever.

That is when I got hit with "This person wants to give you vampire bite, you will get free vampire bitemarks. click yes to accept." etc etc.
I was trying to find out if it was mistake or something I clicked, but I got hit by same offer in few seconds later.


Apparently, it was not a mistake, but some girl hitting me with vamp bite animation.

I was slightly annoyed but had witty comeback so I declined animation menu and hit her with IM.

"You would not know where I have been. You dont know how much my blood is tainted."
I guess that settled that. The girl didnt even respond and poofed.

So you would think, this is just rare occurrences. But NOoooo.

Not even a minute after, I got hit by exactly the same animation menu, only by different girl.
So this time I said it in public chat.
"What's with vampire bite today?"

"I guess we are all hungry today, Sorry to bother you."

Damn right.

I remind you this is in Gurl 6, not in some vamp rp sim.


They should be embarrassed enough not to do that again in random public.
I may be looking yummy enough but my blood is tainted and my words are much more potent poison than my tainted blood. I don't think some novice vamp can handle it.

faith and fidelity

Come on now...

I have seen just too many weak minded sheep out there, passing *holier than thou* judgement on others in pixel realms. I am SICK and TIRED of those whining.

"It is cheating, if you have spouse or significant other in RL."

IS IT, really now????
It's a game.
My seven year old kills other human mercilessly in his game, oh he is good at it. But its okay, right? Because they are all bad guys. They are nazis and terrorists.

The kid has better grasp of fantasy and reality than those dumb *adults* playing in this pixel realms. I tell you again. IT IS A FANTASY. IT IS NOT REAL!

Back to the damn question.
First off. It is none of your fucking business. Mind your own.
Second, who cares what you think. If you are so just and right, what does it matter that someone you do not even know does what in cartoon world? Grow the fuck up.

That has been laid out... I have my own observation to tell you.

****
Those seemingly vanilla ppl are unable to stand on their own. You HAVE TO belong in the majority. Therefore, the stupid, unscientific survey on chat/forum, asking stupid question "Do you think its cheating?"
And those alike, responds in similar manner "It is cheating. " ... LMAO so they feel like they are not alone, because *EVERYONE* says you are right that it is cheating...

The fact is that, those people just need other's assurance.
Their existence is depend upon other's approval.

Do you know why?
Because they have no convictions of their own.
They have nothing to be faithful to, there is no ideals of their own to prove their fidelity.

Otherwise, they would be shut up and stick to their own beliefs, wouldn't they?


***
See? I have been faithful to my own ideal and having steadfast fidelity to my own beliefs.
I have never force anyone to agree to my own opinions. Because ...

I could fucking careless, if anyone agree with me or not.

ennui

I wouldn't say *bored.

It is different from boredom. Infinitely similar but there are no intention of carelessness in the word "ennui".

Incubus's perpetual quest for ultimate pleasure and sensuality, only leads to yet another disappointment.

No, he is not disappointed. He just expected more, expected better than this. Nothing wrong in seeking pleasure, is there?

Does it sound like uncertainty?
No.
Incubus is just lamenting that nothing come into his contact would be so steadfast that it would not change themselves from the initial excitement and surprise.

No, he does not want eternal love.
That is so boring.
Please spare him.

***
He still remembers when he was anxious about future encounter. He felt uncertainty mixed with anticipation.

He doe not even have that anymore.
All the results, as expected. Not that anything worse, just nothing different from previous experiences.
*great* and *good* became *great as this...* *good as expected*...

****

He unwraps his satin sheets, walks into his shower and starts yet another day.

Yes. Oh yes, his day will be good.

As good as ... he would expect.

windlight...

I wondered if I wore one of my old hats in windlight environment. Probably i would not want to put these pictures in my vendor, but it came out good.

No special poses. Just my same old AO and my hat.


while I was looking at these pictures, I had a random thought of if I should make several logos for my store and also some kind of crest which can double as watermark...

As you might be able to tell, this is definitely my *attention deficit* symptoms... and I have no clue why I wanted to take a picture of my old hats...

secret lover is the key to your happiness

You know there is a such person as *husband material* or *boyfriend material*... Those, easy to define. Everyone would agree for the most part.

honesty? goodness? caring and sweet?

Of course, it is boring. Generalized character cannot be exciting. And then comes the *irreconcilable differences* and all that. The ugly but common break up drama follows...

********

So why are they looking for husband/boyfriend, and only to be disappointed?
Beats me.

********

However, finding a great lover takes much more than your own likings and taste.
He has all the quality to be a husband or boyfriend, but he has to be comfortable in his own skin so he would not be jealous of your *other mate* or your friends.
He does not require stupid attention like a little boy.
He knows when to let you be alone.
He is able to take on the role of a great buddy or good brother.
He can make your ugliest friend feel like the most beautiful woman in the room.
He keeps his own secret, but he would never reveal to you for your own good.
And you can absolutely trust him.

He is not predictable.
He would not say *I love you* just because it is the right thing to say.


You have to have tremendous self esteem and vivacious character to keep such man interested in you. He is used to be around beautiful women but that means nothing to him.

He is not just a punk in the streets.You imagine that he can be dangerous, if need to be. You would probably never know, because he seems to know how to control every situation.
In fact, he knows how to let you control when it calls for.
He never overstep you.

He would never tried to earn your points by showing off his effort. He makes everything looks too easy.

***
And when you need to leave him for good, he would smile...

"... come see me again?"

then just let you go.

For the first time and the last, you realize he loved you.